The Imperfect Freedom of Life

It's ages since I last visited this blog. It has been moody months for me. Just to share I am hitting the skies yet again, continuing a dream that was halted 5 years back. That is perhaps the only consolation I have for myself at present.



It is tough to find someone who can understand you, let alone love you with all her heart and soul. Numerous relationships had gone and yet again lessons were never learned. it is indeed a torture to love someone more than she loves you. Not even a word of "miss", or a simple word of "Hi" surface recently. I could be more understanding due the the various stress of work etc. But why is it that even bearing the heavy stress upon my shoulders, I still think of her? Many a times I do feel like a pest to disturb her, but I know what kind of person I am. If I don't do it, I will never do it again over time. Differences I felt were many, compensated by the similarities we shared Two school of thoughts surfaced after few months. Maybe I am too demanding and have high expectations for my partner, but that's me. I am still the same old me...to that person, thou I know you are busy with work etc,it does not take more than a few seconds just to show some concern. Communication is a CONSTANT two way process. Still I love her as much as before and I am determine to make this partner of mine a lifetime one. Hopfully as time goes by,this wish wld be fulfilled

That's the end of my blog for now..Till again, I hope and pray.....