Blog reborned

It looks like centuries since I update this blog. Cobwebs sticking to the walls, old and tattered. Been busy these days, not forgetting the amount of tremendous stress adding on. Weeks ago, I accompanied her for an interview, sad to say, I got it but not her. I understand how she feels, not able to get what she wants. Thou disappointment does not surface from her, I sensed the utter disappointment within her heart. Life goes on for her I hope. Sometimes I do feel I do not possess the qualities and expectations that she wants. More often than ever, I strike her heart with my ponderless words. A promise I hold upon myself, to be able to endure all hardship now, and enjoy the fruit of labour soon.....

Back to the interview, I did not expect myself to go so far. Thou I have always wanted the job badly, I have no slightest idea what is holding me back. I just leave everything to fate, may it be a yes or no, let nature decide....

It's going to the lantern festival in due course. An agreement to bring her to Chinese Garden for a wonderful night of lanterns, mooncakes and fun. Shall await for that big day to arrive....