After a long long time...

Last post ...26th Dec 2006....Currently, 26 Aug 2010. Gosh its been almost 4 years since I last visited this long forgotten blog of mine. Well, glad I found you back now....

Jingle bells!!!!!

It's Christmas time...I have made her angry again..Just to say I am sorry and I don't mean it. As I said before, differences are many. You might not like me walking away when shopping, grumbling when crowded. Am sorry. Well when the tv is on, am I not also accomodating enough?? Sigh, I just hope we can accept each other's flaws and compromise.

Merry Christmas......

A day of Grooming

Beloved Batch Gals

The Studio Room

A day of grooming. The gals goto bun up their hair with full makeup..God am I glad that I am born a guy.

Hitting The friendly Sky Yet Again

A dream fulfilled....I started where I halted 5 years ago. to be able to hit the skies again gave me a strong sense of freedom. I have just started training. Batchmates consists of multi nationality. China, Malaysia and Singapore. Nice people thou...when i visited the mock up of 744 and 777, the thought of me working 5 years back comes automatically into me. The galley was once my playground, and it will be my playground again. SOPs, SEPs and conversions are just the usual I goto go thru. Well god wish me luck....

The Imperfect Freedom of Life

It's ages since I last visited this blog. It has been moody months for me. Just to share I am hitting the skies yet again, continuing a dream that was halted 5 years back. That is perhaps the only consolation I have for myself at present.



It is tough to find someone who can understand you, let alone love you with all her heart and soul. Numerous relationships had gone and yet again lessons were never learned. it is indeed a torture to love someone more than she loves you. Not even a word of "miss", or a simple word of "Hi" surface recently. I could be more understanding due the the various stress of work etc. But why is it that even bearing the heavy stress upon my shoulders, I still think of her? Many a times I do feel like a pest to disturb her, but I know what kind of person I am. If I don't do it, I will never do it again over time. Differences I felt were many, compensated by the similarities we shared Two school of thoughts surfaced after few months. Maybe I am too demanding and have high expectations for my partner, but that's me. I am still the same old me...to that person, thou I know you are busy with work etc,it does not take more than a few seconds just to show some concern. Communication is a CONSTANT two way process. Still I love her as much as before and I am determine to make this partner of mine a lifetime one. Hopfully as time goes by,this wish wld be fulfilled

That's the end of my blog for now..Till again, I hope and pray.....

Blog reborned

It looks like centuries since I update this blog. Cobwebs sticking to the walls, old and tattered. Been busy these days, not forgetting the amount of tremendous stress adding on. Weeks ago, I accompanied her for an interview, sad to say, I got it but not her. I understand how she feels, not able to get what she wants. Thou disappointment does not surface from her, I sensed the utter disappointment within her heart. Life goes on for her I hope. Sometimes I do feel I do not possess the qualities and expectations that she wants. More often than ever, I strike her heart with my ponderless words. A promise I hold upon myself, to be able to endure all hardship now, and enjoy the fruit of labour soon.....

Back to the interview, I did not expect myself to go so far. Thou I have always wanted the job badly, I have no slightest idea what is holding me back. I just leave everything to fate, may it be a yes or no, let nature decide....

It's going to the lantern festival in due course. An agreement to bring her to Chinese Garden for a wonderful night of lanterns, mooncakes and fun. Shall await for that big day to arrive....

Freedom of memories

This is a gloomy Saturday afternoon. The experience of mssing someone has never strike me so deep till now. Time and time again I tossed and turned under the bright starry sky for numerous nights, with the thought of her battling in my mind. Romance is the greatest thing that ever exist on earth. Even a moronic creature do have that sense of warmth, heartfelt feel. Humans are strange creatures, far worst than a beast. Love appearing in front of them do they treasure not, once gone, they repented. Many a times, love was taken for granted. One do not fully comprehen the meaning of retaining that someone tightly. I am glad that I finally found someone that I can spend the rest of my life with. I am glad I found her. I miss her deeply........